This is something I wrote for Liberated Lines Flash mini course- Liberated Lines Flash- Evolve by Alisha Sommer and Robin Sandomirsky . This was 7 days of prompts exploring our evolution that was primarily shared on Instagram.
I remember
if i dig deep enough
i find pieces of
my ancestors buried
in the recesses
dusty corners
of memory
i recognize faces etched
in the looking glass
my eyes reflect back
other places
other times
like pale old photographs
stuffed for centuries in
the attic
there are
faint impressions
in my flesh and bone
a presence of
something before
yet here with me
with each breath
with each heartbeat
i remember things
before remembering
things that are hidden
or tucked away
i find them
like I found you
i have always known you
and you me
oh I know
such things
are often dismissed
we don't talk
about it
this is the unspoken
no words
to explain
but know
i have seen
on some occasions
a glint of light
in the eyes
of complete strangers
maybe souls talking
a reminiscence
we've already met
but maybe it was before
before the womb
before the birth
though this
is not a fact of
blood or DNA
yet we are kin
it was written
chiseled in eternity
we started and
are going somewhere
the same
NND 5/8/2015
Pictures and Poesies
The words and images that express life as I see it.
Sunday, May 10, 2015
Wednesday, March 18, 2015
if i could fly
Sunday, March 8, 2015
The Cardinal
The following is inspired by an e course I am taking with Natasha Reilly called 'Collecting Joyful Moments'. This has been a great experience. This is her website http://www.creativenachos.com/ .
I started noticing the Cardinal more about a year ago. There was one that I would see almost everyday on my patio as I made breakfast. He would land on the exact shepherd's hook and gaze in at me for a moment before taking flight. I would say out loud "there you are". My husband would sometimes look out and say " your red bird is here". The Cardinal would stay just long enough to make eye contact then off he would fly. Some say when a Cardinal visits it is the spirit of a loved one checking in on you. What a lovely thought, if this is true then which loved one was stopping by for those couple months? I have lost so many in recent years. I must admit that those months were some of the most difficult I have encountered in years. The Cardinal's visits did lift my spirits. Without falter he stopped by everyday and then without my even noticing the visits stopped. Such a natural transition I only recognize it now as I look back. There are still Cardinals that come by when I put out seed in the winter months but they are somehow different. These Cardinals flee at first sight of me, they do not linger. Maybe that time in my life was all coincidence. I wanted to see something in that Cardinal that I needed. Even if it was, the Cardinal still gave me hope, reminded me of Joy. Made me notice. Made me wonder. Made me happy. If this is not magic, I do not know what is.
Even the winter month Cardinal brings with him brief moments of light and hope. I watch from my window, a vivid crimson magically appearing among the backdrop of the white dead land. A quick flash of red in flight from frozen glistening branches. The red blood of hope.
Saturday, November 22, 2014
Memory Shrine Project
I realized today that August was my last post. Time sure does fly by with work and daily routine. I just recently did a project that really resonated with me and I wanted to share. My Sister-in -law and I get together about once a month to do a creative project. For November she hosted and the project was assemblages/shrines. She got me a beautiful wooden box shelf at a flee market for my project. It is rustic and worn just the way I like. I brought some of my own items but she had this wonderful collection of items she picks up at garage sales flee markets, thrift stores not to mention all the embellishments that she let me use. I had in mind that I wanted to do nature, I started down that path with a vintage cardinal picture and nature related items including this moss that looked really neat on the shelves. We both noticed some sinus issues while I was there but did not think too much of it because we were using glue and some items were dusty. When I got home to complete working on it I started coughing,sneezing, my eyes watering. I realized my moss was not going to work, it was causing a reaction. I needed to do something else. During that day I visited my Sister-in-law I had brought one of my Grandma's poems that I thought about using as a theme but decided to go more nature. I think the moss did not work out for a reason because I felt this sudden strong inspiration to use the poem as my theme. So glad that I did because this little Memory Shrine just means so much to me. There are 6 shelves for my box. Each shelf has a special meaning to me personally and the poem. All of my Grandma's poems are signed HDC. This poem I have always loved because it speaks of dreams, femininity and that sacred bond with nature.
I chose to display my Grandma's poem on small wooden block houses. I love the house shape and collect items with houses. I felt like this was perfect for this poem because I picture my Grandma safe in bed yet her spirit or dream self going to the small woods and meadow that used to be behind her house. Leaving the security of the home and wandering out into the wilderness. The small girl sitting on the spoon represents the connection to home and how we can sometimes from the inside looking outside see glimpses of our true self. The spoon is the anchor to the domestic that is being temporarily left behind to pursue nature and spirit.
The clock is at Twelve, the witching hour when only the wild creatures dare tread into the darkness. It is the time of mystery and unknown. A forbidden time for a woman to be out wandering alone through the woods. The crystal is the subconscious or dream state hanging in the air above the world of reality.
The shovel is for digging deeper into earth or truth of living. The watering can contains the essence of life. The bird is the higher self or spirit as witness.
Rabbits are there to symbolize fertility and creativity. They are there hiding among the brush and can spy the female spirit moving in the meadow. They are nature as witness.
The largest section is the dance among the moon and stars. The freedom of spirit to travel beyond physical boundaries. In the poem the moon is referenced as masculine nodding his greeting. Is she dancing for the moon or herself? Maybe both. There are no words only dancing. The language of movement.
In the nest are pine cones and seeds, representing this idea of growth and femininity. The seed of life.
The rolled paper in the corner shows how the knowledge of words are hidden behind the jars of seeds, dirt and moss, the items of earth and life. Words do not have a place here.
The heart door and the key dangling in the air represents how we all carry our our key to freedom. It is always with us but sometimes we cannot find it.
The tree growing in the pot is a contrast to freedom. The tree grows but is confined, this is the body. We can leave that confinement only in spirit.
The wings represent how the Sun chases the Moon and Stars from the sky. The call back to the physical or real. The chasing away of the dream.
The bird represents the spirit flying home. Notice the key can no longer be seen but the door of the heart is still there. She moves back to confinement, the tree in the pot.
When the clock chimes
Twelve she glides out from
The forest
Takes the exact center point
Of the meadow
The moon nods his
Greeting, she in return
Spreads her mist green skirt
In a regal curtsey,
Lifts her arms into the
Air, stands posed as the
Stars form a chorus line
And then she dances and
Dances to the music only she
Can hear
And when the sun chases
The moon and the stars
From the sky she glides
Back into the forest
HDC
Below I am going to share some pictures of my Memory Shrine and explain the meaning behind some items. There are different ways to interpret the poem. The Memory Shrine is not an exact interpretation but more of what the poem brought out for me personally.
I chose to display my Grandma's poem on small wooden block houses. I love the house shape and collect items with houses. I felt like this was perfect for this poem because I picture my Grandma safe in bed yet her spirit or dream self going to the small woods and meadow that used to be behind her house. Leaving the security of the home and wandering out into the wilderness. The small girl sitting on the spoon represents the connection to home and how we can sometimes from the inside looking outside see glimpses of our true self. The spoon is the anchor to the domestic that is being temporarily left behind to pursue nature and spirit.
The clock is at Twelve, the witching hour when only the wild creatures dare tread into the darkness. It is the time of mystery and unknown. A forbidden time for a woman to be out wandering alone through the woods. The crystal is the subconscious or dream state hanging in the air above the world of reality.
The shovel is for digging deeper into earth or truth of living. The watering can contains the essence of life. The bird is the higher self or spirit as witness.
Rabbits are there to symbolize fertility and creativity. They are there hiding among the brush and can spy the female spirit moving in the meadow. They are nature as witness.
The largest section is the dance among the moon and stars. The freedom of spirit to travel beyond physical boundaries. In the poem the moon is referenced as masculine nodding his greeting. Is she dancing for the moon or herself? Maybe both. There are no words only dancing. The language of movement.
In the nest are pine cones and seeds, representing this idea of growth and femininity. The seed of life.
The owl represents that deeper knowledge or intuition, seeing beyond the facades of everyday roles to the natural or the true spirit.
The rolled paper in the corner shows how the knowledge of words are hidden behind the jars of seeds, dirt and moss, the items of earth and life. Words do not have a place here.
The tree growing in the pot is a contrast to freedom. The tree grows but is confined, this is the body. We can leave that confinement only in spirit.
The birdhouse is the home waiting for the return.
The bird represents the spirit flying home. Notice the key can no longer be seen but the door of the heart is still there. She moves back to confinement, the tree in the pot.
The squirrel is the contact back with the physical, storing away the nuts for the winters of our lives. However the squirrel also shows playfulness and freedom. We cannot take life too seriously.
Below are a couple shots of a copy of the poem written in my Grandma's hand. I just love her handwriting. I have never had good handwriting so I appreciate the beauty of others.
Thursday, August 21, 2014
'The August Break' day 20 Peaceful
Peaceful to me most recently is the idle time I spent with my husband and my dog in our hammock. We live in a little woods so once we lay there for a while quietly the birds, squirrels and other wildlife come out. The breeze blows through the trees and the leaves dance in the light of the sun. I took several pictures with my iPhone as we were laying there. I also took a couple videos so I could visit in the middle of a stressful work day. When I saw this prompt this is the first thing that came to mind. Nature reaches through all the clutter of my thoughts and brings me home to my soul, brings me back to the magic, restores inner peace.
'The August Break' project www.susannahconway.com
'The August Break' project www.susannahconway.com
Wednesday, August 20, 2014
Friday, August 15, 2014
'The August Break' day 15 Blue
Today's prompt was to look for blue throughout the day. Blue is one of my favorite colors. I wear blue at least two or three times a week. I like blue decorations in my home. I had the day off today so when I was out and about I payed more attention to all the blue in the world, the bank, an old brick building with blue peeling paint, blue cars...blue berries. We are boiling our corn on the cob in a blue pot. Pictured below are just some blue items from around my home that stood out to me when I first read the prompt. Lovely lovely blue :)
To check out 'The August Break' project go to www.susannahconway.com
To check out 'The August Break' project go to www.susannahconway.com
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